break up

relationship is over..i dunno wad to blog abt..my mind is so confused..not is in my mind..i wanted to cry..cry out loud..tears keep pouring out..i need some time to quieten down..used the whole packet of tissue..no strength..i'm out of strength..i guess after some time i will be ok..i have no mood for school tmr..wad kind of mood am i going to bring to school..i'm so confused..
my media player have been playing one song..jay's 'shan hu hai'..to tink abt it..there are alot of differences between us..just lyk wad is in the lyrics..we're not meant for each other..
u know how much courage i need to say all the words..heartache..when u told me u felt tat too..and earlier..it saddens me..y dun u tell me earlier..at least it wont be so painful..my heart is now flooded with tears..feeling headache now..we shouldn't even started..there are too much differences between us..it was so painful..
i tink i should be happy rite?..it all ended..peacefully..i'm thinking of wad mood i should bring myself to school tmr..i wanted pretend nothing happen..can i?..i will try my best..tears filled my eyes..i carn even see wad i typed onto the screen..i guess i have to go..carn slp today..i tink..will i?..tmr still have early school..gambate..i will be strong..

signing off..
*crying*